I love a lot of people

Even people who they wouldn't expect it.

Like I love my friends to the point where I don't even know how to express it

It's like the feeling you get with kittens

That fuzzy expression that is seemingly inexpressible.

And sometimes I feel crazy for caring this much for people.

And sometimes I feel like I get nothing in return

I haven't been at a low like this in a long time.

Shit.

Silence

usually a beautiful thing

Yet when giving one "time" and "distance" should work

ends up giving the exact thing it gives
distance so painful you want to scream

and the time to let you scream

SO glad to be leaving here

Goodbye last day of Summer in MB

glad that we've become friends

we got closer

and I got to experience all the places I wanted to experience

I've realized that I've never even been close to being in love with someone

Or even a relationship

Hopefully my inexperienced being will not hinder from becoming experienced

Hopefully it won't be too late

I just need to meet someone!

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I have becoming more sane as the jetlagg becomes no more

Hanging out was good, it clarified the future in my head

even though it was clear in everyone else's

Friends is good :D

wooooww

here's a list of my failures

i abbreviated for "protection"

K.B. - biggest mistake I've ever made. Dragged on for another good ole 2 years.

K. C. - what you said about me needing to loose weight after 4 hours really blessed me

B. T. - I really hate you

J. H. - I hate really even more. Wow

M. M. - you're a douche. but it makes me secretly happy that you haven't had any success

D. S. - you're stupid

A. S. - you had to move away

M. F. - you are literally the dumbest person I have met on the planet. SO happy nothing happened

B. P. - everything is up in the air right now. i just need to catch it without clenching too hard so that i'll loose it. it's that feeling that i'm just trying to push you out of my mind so i can live normally yet i don't even cross your mind. whatever. i'm starting not to give a fuck and just let it go

i'm too tired and i shouldn't be doing this. whatever

Leaving for Ireland tomorrow
(!!!)

it will bring the distance that is healthy

I am not sane, I have realized.
Yet no one is.

Just more people can be more controlled then me

Well,
BYE!

We shooted for the stars

(almost said shat for the stars, ha)

and we reached lower than I (maybe we) thought

but I'm glad we're friends

I'm not going to push things

Or eff things up

Everything seems on tempo

That's a nice change of things. (!)