it makes me laugh how invisible our friendship is to you...

...

THANKS!

an impossible feat that I repeat, an impossible feat that I repeat, an impossible feat that I repeat...

i wish i could kiss you

i wish i wouldn't have to miss you

...

i miss the road that took me somewhere

even if it was

nowhere

now there is only no where

and i can't tell if its a beautiful thing

because in no where

when there is silence

my brain floods of you

{shit, this part repeated?}

What happened?

nothing to say?

...

hmm.

(i hate getting nick picky)
(i don't think I spelled that right)
(but I don't think this is just normal)

...I think something smells fishy...

As it always does.

Wish our intentions actually happened

And didn't ramble into nothing and separation

like it is now..

so frustrating

I hate thinking about that you kissed him and that I was a possibility that never happened and will {probably} never happen.

but lets keep hope...

...

I wonder if anyone thinks about me when they can't fall asleep at night...

act 2 has begun

Fear of Rejection

that's what was engraved on my brain

yet it was engraved in braille

and I couldn't read braille

Finally, I understood these bumps hurting my brain

Act 1 was about the protagonist being blinded from birth and him trying to fix himself

Act 2 ... he isn't fixed, but now he knows the language and can find the directions

one hopes for the best

and best will happen

it will

expect a better me, readers