2nd Act Slaps

I look to the right when you look at me

I'm looking at what I can't have

You, being there for me always,

Say I can do so much better

Then I look into the mirror to my left

and I say, no

I can't do better

I can't even do worse

I can't even do anything

I cross the desert

So thirsty for more

You say I'm so eclectic

You know what?

I am so damn eclectic

I have to carry all this shit I've collected in my life on my back

And I feel all these knots and pressures and they all hit me so hard

I don't know what's hitting me and making me cry

I take off my shit

For the first time in a while

I lay down and you rub my back

Massage it

and you realize

that things are uneven

My left is higher than my right

That this isn't how things are supposed to be