reusable tea bags

i thought i painted my walls pretty

i only have one pretty room

the rest, well

kind of ugly and lonely

see, they are the "living rooms"

the rooms no one touches

elegant with Crystal

Decorated with the finest paintings and chairs

but fucking finally

I thought I got a "family room"

I mean, a room where I feel at home

I can be open
FREE

No stupid composure of a "living room"

...

But once I noticed your reaction

Your face

My overreaction to your just natural nature made me realize
Maybe its you just being "nice"

like, everyone
I'm scared, honestly

I am sick of all these "nice" people and these "living rooms"

I'm noticing that this family room's wall look more like a grave than anything...

...things always slide out of my hand...