No Questions that Will Freak Me Out, Just Answers

It's part of everyone's routine
I think, At least

Well, let's start over

I think it's a part of everyone's routine

I mean

I'm in the shower

And I just feel clothed with excitement

I see my reflection like Eve in the pond

Feeling so alive, loved, that the world is on your fingertips

We, as in humans, get a little curious

It seems harmless

Eve tries the apple, I don't know what the hell I did

But I bite into something

Something I shouldn't have

I don't know what, don't know when

But I look at you, then close my eyes for about a second, then look off

And I see myself

And I feel so, so

Naked.

Alone.
Transformed.

I want to cover myself

But I just see my reflection

My muffin toped

Big assed

Man-breasted

Chubby faced

Acme scarred

Chunky thighed

Ugly faced

Me.

I've always been like this, physically at least

Just, now, I have a different perspective

Now the loneliness of the world starts to sink in

Those insecurities pour out

My head thinks too much
I just get out

Clothe myself in that old towel

And see the red hickey that my watch left

Telling me that nothing is stopping for me and to help me up

No one to say, "I love you."

No one to even say "Let's be friends"
Or "Let's talk"

It's just me.

Myself.

And I.

I try to make it seem like more to myself, but it's all just one, lonely thing.

Time goes on, and the clock will strike too late.

At least Eve had a snake that warned her.