My blog is about me progressing from depression to optimism
And it doesn't stop
I am not going to keep myself miserable like this
I'm going to start listening more; to people, to God, to Popoki, to silence, to music, to noise, to everything. Somehow, everything was so impulsive today and it aligned, like a bird thrown seed into a tree. I have been tip-toeing too long and I'm ready to stand and let people hear the clatter of my shoes.
Talking to you, broken watched girl, made me realize I am not a freak. Thank you. It also made me realize that I cannot envy what I had. I cannot wake up in the mornings dreading the day. I need to make a way for people to wake up for me. Which sounds cocky, which I hope I will never become.
I am continuing to look at the mirror, try to perceive me. Try to see what works for me. Because honestly, I haven't been looking at me for a long time in the mirror. Or maybe its more of a painting that I'm looking at; because things can change.
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