Botox

i brisk my fingertips

I brisk them

tap them

dance and twirl with them

this is what I do best

pass time

but time is running out

ONE MONTH

until I'm legal

I am so scared than anything

Life has always been about waiting till you're 13, then 16, and now I'm at 18, and I'm running out of time

I don't know what will make me feel better

ether having a dumb youthful romance or what

I am just so scared

that things on life's happiness checklist are just going to be compromised

I feel like I'm getting uglier by the years

In every way