Nothing.

I don't understand

Why things had to go this far, life

For you to teach us a simple lesson

Of communion of tears, community, and how corrupt it is

How beautiful it can be at the same time

It just needs someone to tug on the strings to knot people together

Some will change, someone will stay the same.

Who is the better man?
I don't know.

I can't tell

We all take steps.

I had my breakdown

Now I'm drained, empty

I feel nothing.

This is the part that scares me

I don't know how long its going to last

I don't believe anything

I don't FEEL anything

Punch me, and I won't feel something

I don't know what I need to do

That's why the nothingness scares me

I don't know how long this is going to last

That's why the nothingness scares me

Maybe I'm in labor

That's why I can't feel the pain

Because out of pain

Comes beauty

Yet, we have to nurture this beauty as long as we can

Never forget.