Wednesday, March 10, 2010

i used to always consider us
best friends
but during a near reaching 6 years the only time you ever considered us being
best friends
was when you were drunk

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I don't know how to make myself less awkward
I don't know how to make myself a funnier person, a better whatever you want me to be
I honestly don't know what you wish I was
I kept on saying to myself
Maybe when I become more like this
or
Maybe if I become less like this
that we would become
ya know
best friends
but it hasn't worked
and maybe it's not me
and no matter how bitchy this is going to sound
I mean it in a truly, loving way
Because I still have that dream of being
best friends
maybe its you...

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