Popoki

i used to always consider us

best friends

but during a near reaching 6 years the only time you ever considered us being

best friends

was when you were drunk

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I don't know how to make myself less awkward

I don't know how to make myself a funnier person, a better whatever you want me to be

I honestly don't know what you wish I was

I kept on saying to myself

Maybe when I become more like this

or

Maybe if I become less like this

that we would become

ya know

best friends

but it hasn't worked

and maybe it's not me

and no matter how bitchy this is going to sound

I mean it in a truly, loving way

Because I still have that dream of being

best friends

maybe its you...