The Sun Also Rises

So I guess I've never truly had a best friend
I mean, kind of, not really

It's like the whole true love crap

For me, I always considered them to be my best friend

It wasn't entirely mutual

It still isn't entirely mutual

You cannot beg, force, push, these types of things

They slowly penetrate

Painfully slow

Yet

.

..

.

I really don't know much

I just remembering myself vowing at the end of 8th grade coming into High School that I would never be lonely again

and I'm not lonely

Its just

I'm waiting for day

When its only the type of brightness of a New York night

Bright,

but...

There's nothing I can do.

- - -

A man said to the universe:
"Sir, I exist!"
"However," replied the universe,
"The fact has not created in me
A sense of obligation."

Stephen Crane